Wednesday, April 28, 2010

I am glad

I am so delighted today at the fact that I have finished the first chapter of my book, and also on this day we have managed to get finance of a R100K for starting our business, we need another R200K and we are there. It is our intention that we start operating by mid August, with the Lord's help we will.

As I write this book I feel something out of the ordinary. I feel the same way I felt when I wrote the spiritual poem, also posted on this blog, titled "Who is there?". I was still at varsity when I wrote it.I just got out of bed and went to sit in front of the computer and started writing. An hour later I was done and a friend of mine, Mcebisi, came in. When he read the poem he couldn't believe me when I told him I had just written it, he was awed by what soon fell onto the oblivious side of my brain. Not until later the following year did I realize what was going on in my life. God was present, and vigorously so. He was forcefully claiming my life. I can't say I mind, He has saved me from an awful lot of misery.

Now I feel the same way as I write this book. I feel like I am a spectator in writing it, even though it is my hands pressing the keys of the laptop, and my mind thinking and my eyes editing the information. I feel like I'm watching myself being surrogated by God, and again I don't mind. So I am amazed at how the book is progressing, at a speed I have not witnessed before, as I have been writing a book on my own for 3 years now, yes 3 years, and it's not even half-done.

So I am very glad at what God is doing in and with my life...where you lead me Lord, where you lead me...I will follow...laph' engiholela khona, laph' engiholela khona....Jesus I love you Lord.

And You love me more.

Dream On

Today's Though For Today from : http://www.thoughfortoday.org.uk/ was amazing I just have to post it as it is. It is so true and it is "killing me softly...whw...telling my whole life"...











Dream On

Why have we forgotten how to dream? With our innocence gone, and the entertainment industry doing all the work for us, we quickly lose our capacity to dream possible futures. Stop. Close your eyes. And dream again. Put the stars in your dreams. And then reach for them. No need to struggle. Simply nurture the dream, sustain the vision, and watch it come true. It must, it's the law.

Keep dreaming and you will see yourself living your dreams...I am so close

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Hang On And Wait

Hang on and wait is about the best thing a person can do, through any personal crisis. The Eternal says "Be still and know, that I am God". As much as I have been inspired by a hair product advert to write this post, the part that said "...hang on and wait...Mamase...let your true colors show". Most of the time we make decisions hastily and they cost us a lot in terms of what could have been.


I have come to learn that the most important virtue in all of life is Patience, it is the core of all purposed things.

As it is, I am hanging on and waiting on God's shower of blessings over my life. And why must God bless me, because it's what He wills, and also because I humbly asked Him to - in order that I may convey the message of Good News, without being corrupted by dangerous temptations. Like He did to Gideon, to Hanna and to many people who made humble request, the Lord will do to me.


Thank you Lord, what is man that you are so mindful of him.