a character in me that is willing and able to action His purpose for my life. In my dealing with Him I had asked that He please minister to me in all ways, before I can minister to the masses. I said to Him "Father, I refuse to minister about your love, your power - to heal, provide, and prosper your children if I have not experienced it myself". Now I feel that the course is done and I have passed the Transformation Course, "I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service. And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God." - Romans 12:1-2.
The spirit in me testifies that I am pleasing to God, and that I am ready to receive all kinds of healing, providence, riches - both spiritual and material, and prominence. I am as ready as Tracy Chapman in her "I'm ready" song. I'm ready to let the rivers wash over me, for that matter I was born-again to Isaiah 43:18-21 and verses 19 & 20 say "Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert. The beast of the field shall honour me, the dragons and the owls: because I give waters in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert, to give drink to my people, my chosen".
It is God's time in my life and nothing can stop it. It has not been easy getting where I am now spiritually. I accept duty Lord, for you have been faithful. I love you as I live through your word in Psalm 1.
